i hate everyone and everyone hates me so i guess im gonna go take a shower hotter than hell and maybe do my hair and talk to weird internet strangers so 

if you wanna be those internet strangers lemme know

so this happened. 

if only i had games..or friends. 

hm. 

blanket apology for inconveniently timed mental breakdowns

Mid-week road trip in the middle of october with coworkers to go see AWOLNATION, Imagine Dragons, and Zeale~

i dont really remember that last 2 days its just a blur of cuddling and fooling around and movies and sleep and i think i was at work for a few hours and i never saw fireworks because i never went outside and i still havent gone outside and its 5pm on a thursday and i have no plans and nicks at his apartment and im bored and tired so ill go nap now okay bye

d3lerium:

so this happened. 

if only i had games..or friends. 

hm. 

Clarification coughneilcough: I bought an xbox. i didnt buy games, i dont have friends on xbox. i spent too much money on a thing again. somebody fix it.

Nothing more frustrating than being the sole sober person in a conversation

Sitting here sobbing because PERKS WAS PERFECT

complaints: none.

none.

none.

except the tears.

i have too many tears.

Reasons I am feeling used:

• you rarely answer me
• when you do it’s 5+ hours later
• you only come over when you can’t stand being at home anymore
• you only want to go out when we can use the car to go to Your friends’ house
• we have sex and then you leave

Reasons i am not being used:

• “Because you’re not”

I was supposed to go on a datteeee tonight but lauren convinced me it’s “dangerous” because I “hardly know him” and so now I’m home and bored and yeah. this suckss.

my face still hurts.